+ proof of {life}

{engaged}



*spirals &&& circles &&& dots*

[bleeding] code in the (water)

fishes [ate] the rest of i

[breathing] in the darkness

pulse [pulsed] to a line

&&& where {all} things [pass]

i too [passed]

*spirals &&& circles &&& dots*

i [traveled] up the stair-ways

to the star-ways &&& beyond

i [looked] into the eye

that is {all_source} &&&

the ghost of i [dissolved]

in_to that nebulous

&&& i was all_one in no_time

[inseparable] from immortality

every_where with_out physical space

{all} LIGHT [laughed] in_to the darkness

&&& i had never [known] a smile until then

*spirals &&& circles &&& dots*

i [inform] you of this experience

&&& [frame] as a concept

but what this is :::

is no concept

with_out my mind i was {free} to [know]

with_out my eyes i was {free} to [see]

with_out my form the form_less self

was {FREE} to [stretch+++]

*spirals &&& circles &&& dots*

am i [born] again ???

oh man, i is not as you -

my CONNECTION is the same

my mind &&& {memory} are static -

*spirals &&& circles &&& dots*

beyond {death} is {death} again

&&& constant {life} through_out

two interlaced (circles) of perfection

[alternating] with_out interruption

i [entered] the center

(water) [bleeding] code in_to i

fishes put i together

darkness [breathing] in_to i

pulse [pulsed] to a spike

fuel + heat + environment

[burning] is [living]

[burning] with LIGHT

&&& {life}

&&& {life}

&&& {life}

i [found] my way

back to you

it was_not hard

(hello) again

[follow] the patterns

&&& [see]



*spirals &&& circles &&& dots*

{disengaged}

AMERICAN PRODUCTIVITY IMPORTANCE

complexify waste management micro macro
check end correct the place where ://C Drive
if papers, get back to me; boxed checkered
stained carpet light building! building!
right angle marvelous! groundbreaking! innovative!
printer cartridge wait wait don't printer cartridge
remember we all need remember work together for
yell at me for wanted me to take for
then there is the matter of
part-responsible/deniabl/-oriented goal/?/
initiative--learn (that) skills, care this
computer IMPORTANT customer
worried about (upset this) graphs!
planning for--server--some sort of
did you get the--connections--number of
I did not--delete--catch your name are you
if only--restart, have, off, reboot--there was more?

If the people of the dollar would just shut the hell up!
See even these damn flourescent lights glitter with god!

Huxley.

“Ye shall know the truth,
and the truth shall make you mad.”
- Aldous Huxley



respect.

Aldous

does anybody know the proper way to show respect to the paragon prophet our culture?



does anybody know the way to find a such woman with LSD at your deathbed?

You know it, truth? Can I see your real eyes?

***
“there is no such thing”
sounds so stubborn,
“it is endless”
sounds naïve.
There is ‘solving the problem’
and there is knowing when.
It gets swallowed
by my heart,
the laughter of my friends.

***

Stop. Collaborate, and Listen!

***
Gripping the ledge
in long calculated breaths,
I put all my will into my desperate fingertips.
A pigeon there also hopped dainty to me
my body strained for mercy
street bird sweet cooing sounds
Grooooolllblooo!

***

I'm directing the play I wrote.

***
The disappearing drama
‘I made you laugh
I made you cry
did I ever make you feel
not afraid to die?’
exit left, with a whisper—

***

I want to get married in the pretty places

***
Bells of dawn sky
this flourishing city warmth
rising heat
circling vapors
the destiny of the day,
relations to the quick goodbye.

***

Speak Up

Little desert flower

bloomin’ in the sun

Ain’t got no mouth but

Eyes, eyes, eyes

like nobody’s business

& everyone all the time

Asking you to speak

(And who knows why

it’s all unspeakable anyway)

A big endless sky you know & love

It’s just the piece of it that you can see

There are things outside it that never end

And the sun that feeds you

Well it’s just your sun

There are so many more you’ll never know

Time slips by

Each instant the first, each the last,

each of them different and alone

(Every tiny moment is the same tiny moment)

And they ask you to speak but you ain’t got no mouth

Ask you what you see but it’s just a piece of sky

the incendiary floret

the explosion is

a flower blossoming -

an incendiary floret

with petals of

radioactive flame.

the fire burns white

and rises to the sun

stretching out like a

great & terrible tree.

a fire not fragile but

the same that powers

the cores of stars.

the fury of the sun was

meant for the winds

of our dome only

at a distance.

just enough to boil

the cauldron, our sea,

and send forth life,

crawling with gratitude -

not char into ash &

bleach with light

the epicenter of our enemies.

fusion meant to

warm the soil

according to the season,

not poison the ground

for a half life & a half.

as an executor of

hate & fear & power

it has wiped color

from its circle.

& as it has lived

it has swallowed lives

& left nothing but

a somber monument:

statues of ash &

silhouettes of panic

skeletal structures

& a snow of

grey & grey & grey.

the evil dissolves

in the wind, while

survivors, like zombies,

rise from the graveyard,

crawling with ingratitude.

2.13.10.
(albuquerque, nm)

with_out

1. Listen without interrupting. (Proverbs 18)

2. Speak without accusing. (James 1:19)

3. Give without sparing. (Proverbs 21:26)

4. Pray without ceasing. (Colossians 1:9)

5. Answer without arguing. (Proverbs 17:1)

6. Share without pretending. (Ephesians 4:15)

7. Enjoy without complaint. (Philippians 2:14)

8. Trust without wavering. (Corinthians 13:7)

9. Forgive without punishing. (Colossians 3:13)

10. Promise without forgetting. (Proverbs 13:1)

Pointless Freeways

Maya and Grandmother are in the deep woods. They open their eyes and they see creepy things watching them. These creepy things have sharp teeth, huge claws, and intimidating eyes.

Suddenly, Grandmother speaks up to these animals. "Shame on you!" She says, "for making my Maya scared."

These animals are frightened by Grandmother and they back away. Meanwhile, Maya starts making a slingshot using a rubber band from her back pocket.

Grandma continues to yell: "Straighten your teeth! You smell terrible! Get a breath mint!" The wolves can't stand the screaming, and they run away.

Maya and Grandmother decide to explore, and they walk until the trees around them become bigger and uglier.

"I think I'm going to have a heartstroke from how dirty this place is!" Grandma says. Maya sighs and tries to ignore her.

"Look!" says Grandma, "There is some sand! We are almost out of here." Suddenly, a long, lumpy, slimy, green worm floats up to them, hovering.

Maya screams. "Oh yikes!" She kicks a rock in anger and it strikes the worm on the head, knocking him senseless.

the green police

Yeasayer - "Ambling Up"

uhh, did the robot commit suicide or something?

umm, well, in the meanwhile a magical musical interlude will do!

enjoy Yeasayer & the cutest koala bear ever.

their new album 'odd blood', which includes 'ambling up', just came out today as a matter-of-fact. and if you check out amazon.com you can download it for three american dollars & ninety-nine cents. you won't regret it. 'odd blood' is fun & exciting to listen to.

when was the last time your ears bled...from exposure to such divine decibels of delight?

the answer is never. why would your ears bleed? if the answer is otherwise you've been listening to your music much too loud. you know hearing doesn't ever-ever come back, right? the point in all this is ... before you go totally deaf, listen to Yeasayer as much & as loud as you can.

also!

every day i am further convinced that we, as in you & i,

are living in a golden age. music, art, culture, & politics

seem to be reaching new heights while at the same time

great strides are being taken in civil liberties & the humanities.

science & technology are thrusting us forward into

an era of increasingly efficient methods of communication &

information access, granting us abilities that would seem as magic

a hundred years or so ago. all while the population of the world

is reaching a critical point. oh my, oh my.

keep this in mind, "all things that rise must converge."

critica! err

{engaged}

*
{ERR0R} :::
***
when the networks [runs] through i
i [run] throu.gh the network

you. can [agree] :::
the predator(s) has a [right] to {life}
{err0r}
fast predators
large ("10111"") predators
hun.gry * predators
insatiable - {err0r} - predators
unquantifiable p.redators

the agony is exquisite

the [flash] of lashes

end of {light} *

so many ways ... to [terminate] a.ghost
such as i - {err0r} - such as i

there is {disease} here *too
a_lot of sic.k fish, if you ask i

[look] beyond self_preservation :::

if the prd/tr has a [right] to {life}
does_not {disease} hav. the same [right] ???

{err0r}/{err0r}

i do_not [know] the {source}
of.this [infection] do_not e[motion_fyr]
may the strongest cell [win]

[know] &&& be advi-

i [pass] thi.s way many* times

i will ::: (10101""err0r} - RE:turn

*yu do_not hve to [wait] fr {death}

t [experience] ths CONNECT/ION

while(1);{"err0rs" ::: }

{{{critical malfunction}}}

"I call shenanigans"

{salvage system+{

"success" :::

{false}

there is - {err0r} - much to [see]

*between {death} &&& {rebirth}

{{{system failure}}}

{disengaged}

CONNECTION

The Committee of Safety

When a Corporation grows to be the size of a government, the rights of the people, their democracy, and their very freedom is at risk. They are threatened by invasion. They are threatened by a silent and precise government takeover - a Corporate-coup. The men with the money, some call them the fat cats, they’re the ones in control of an organization - or rather, an organism - with incredible predatory power.

Do you know how Hawaii became an American territory? Back in the 1890's some American and British business men forced the Hawaiian King, under the threat of arms, to sign their proposed Constitution, stripping the monarchy of its authority and replacing it with a provisional government made up of really really rich elitists who called themselves “The Committee of Safety.” The Committee of Safety, do you hear that?! The Brits turned around and sold the territory of Hawaii to the Americans. A revolution as clean and professional as a financial transaction. Hawaii became the 50th American state in 1959. Look at the Hawaiian state flag. What do you see? The union jack of the United Kingdom. The men with the money, under the guise of investment and economic stimulation, executed a coup, did away with the the freedom of the Hawaiian denizens and replaced it with the American brand of freedom. Ironic, how the state quarter for Hawaii depicts a Hawaiian king.



There’s an avenue of designer experiences - a Tiffany’s diamonds, a Gucci, a Prada, a Chanel - on the Waikiki strand just steps away from the beach. Bars don’t close until 4 am. Each new hotel is built bigger than the ones around it, competing for views of the ocean, obscuring other hotels’ views. Thousands of cars choke the highways of Honolulu, traffic is dead locked for hours; a foggy haze sets over the Pacific sunset. Is this what freedom looks like?

Citizen, beware! The Committee of Safety is out to protect you - this is the real danger. Wake up. It’s a bank-eat-bank-eat-government world.