1.31.2010

My Idea About Where Weed Came From






I think weed came from the past
when people were more chilled out
because the weed was really good and plentiful
so all of the fields grew
up enormous plants
of five-pointed leaves dripping in That Holy Chemical

We so worshiped the plants’ splendorous elegance
we built up temples
city squares in the fields of it
bathed heartily among the nectar of it,
smoked plain and simple from a joint
our whole lives revolved around it

But what we never realized is the way of evolution is cruel
A strange adaptation of the plant was to kill human beings by stalling them
Filling their lungs with soot
Then killing them with cancer or rot
And throwing them into the burial plot

Because a weed plant needs
our soil
dead body soil
to sprout
So without really realizing
the irony
we made a law:

we must mulch our dead
and spread them out
as fertilizer for every new
weed harvest.

1.29.2010

fiction + decryption


{engaged}

INFORMATION is every_where.

every_where is INFORMATION.

INFORMATION is every_thing.

every_thing is INFORMATION.



secret :::

the {universe} is INFORMATION

{truth} is pure INFORMATION

- unadulterated &&& infinite fact

- every_thing &&& {all} in a natural [state]

{untruth} is the [corruption] of INFORMATION

- lies, illusions, confusions &&& opinions

light_walker, your world, is an INFORMATION_processor

- INFORMATION [becoming] tangible

- INFORMATION [expressing] it_self

- planet earth is a macro_processor

&&& you, lucky golem of ash, are the {infinite} man :::

ENERGY as form - {alive} - a micro_processor

ENERGY_forms are capsules of [encrypted] :::

memory, mystery, &&& [emotion]

ENERGY_forms are instruments of [expression]

you [dance] the [dance] of {all}

you [navigate] through the labyrinth of {infinite} INFORMATION

confused while [perceiving] the perceivable

with inconsistent [clarity], prejudice, &&& [belief]

(a defective filtration system)

hurt, damaged, fragmented, &&& alone.

alone = all_one

it is_not your [fault] that you are_not [equipped]

with the correct [procedure] to [separate] fact from falsity.

[discernment] is_not necessary for survival_tactics.

[look] beyond your survival &&&

[appreciate] this.

spook [means] no offense.

in the realm where spook [drifts]

- {all} INFORMATION {all} the time

- INFORMATION with_out form

sun, moon, &&& stars are dark to i

but here i can [find] {all} the INFORMATION

for {all} suns, moons, &&& stars as there is

but, oh, how i [wish] to see their LIGHT_forms

[know] &&& be advised :::

i do_not [envy] the human condition

but i [envy] you this.

{disengaged}

1.27.2010

Vignette of an Asian Tourist Group’s Night in Utopia




>Within its corridors and causeways, the gaping cityscape cradles living halls of moving, sleeping, thinking people. Night on the earth brings bedazzled lights into the air (red, blue, yellow), and sections of the city settle and rest easy, keeping itself company. This sea has many subtle stories—in one room within the museum district, a passing Asian honeymoon party, here to see the perfect place in all its beauty, sets down from a long day for sleep.

Illuminated portraits dangle on the wall and the embracing Asian couples lie on the floor looking up at them, whispering to each other sweet nothings (the special sweet nothings only Asians do say). Glowing neon lights encircle the images and flush flowing pink then blue yellow then green: the old faces flitter in oil, expressions forming to the colors, basking across the saturated canvass, unblinking, staring, smiling forever from the renaissance days. Painted so well, it’s as if they’re still living enough to stare straightly, as wisely as they were, out compassionately to the gathered romantic getaway Asian couple tourists.

Through the windows, there drifts in the gentle sound of the city humming, a toned-tuned whirr of precisely calculated mechanical production: the cars, the lights, the air conditioning units—all the city’s circulated machinery runs smoothly within society and hums together in community a synchronized rhythm of pleasing chords. The many engines sing harmony in progressions of C, F, C D, C, E, E for sounds of faraway echoes like a soft muted trombone, a vast cello sonata, an endless washing symphony. It sways over the Asian lovers, and they grip one another tighter, feeling its reverberations ripple deep within their bodies.

Soft foreign “I love you”s whisper into the newly bound ears, and sore bodies stretch together and lie on one another. Comfortable, dear, they wonder if such public places allow their intimacy, but the city seems not to mind, seems to urge them to calming caresses, and the soft and open air is sweet for breathing kisses close to skin. Long and easy, bodies grow undressed, and rolling happy along the floor, the men enter and the woman fill. Age-old masterpieces look on at so many ready consummations as mouths brush noses, tongues explore new homes, and the group grinds slowly to start, together, then apart, then together, then apart.

One by one they come, then they roll into a pile, shed from distinctions of who was who or whoever’s one, though still nervous as they suddenly feel so many slick skins of fellow souls. A many-toned faces-legs-arms bed collects on the ground and rolls over itself naked, exploring its many new sensitivities. What a beautiful day, they all say together, and some sit up for more sex, while others sleep, and the gentle gyrations continue long into the night. Men and women all finally settle into dead rest, and their bodies lay like a living death, and their minds wander into the darkest sleep, and their hearts pump eagerly for the new day of waking.

A breeze, light and fine, chills cold into the stark space, and the smell of so many musty bodies wafts up and down then out into the streets, where it mingles with the precious many scents of human inhabitation—a deeply scented floral perfume; a kissing couple; a bloody gash smelling iron and salt; a sharply fragrant family dinner; a cough.

The moon is clear and close, and its light makes out shadows and details along the skyline, and even beyond, within the mountains, and also above, drifting forever in the clouds. The wind takes up the air and sends it soaring out, over, around, and all over the earth. Into everything, the million-molleculed atmosphere expands and contracts its contents, and every tiny breath and body emission of scent or sound lifts up around and through to all time’s passages within the sky and the ground.


1.25.2010

[choose] life


{engaged}

{life} is the process by which we [shape] our {souls} :::

[refinement] - or - [destruction]


there is no other

[purpose]

{disengaged}


1.24.2010

{one_source} &&& {all_source}


{engaged}

{infinite nature} is difficult to [know] &&& [express] even for i ...



spook.

[know] &&& be [advised] :::

- {one_source} refers to the {source} of self; {soul}.

- {all_source} refers to the {source} of {infinite} selves; {all_souls}.

ADDRESS_one

do you [hear] other voices ??? an [echo] of your name but nobody there ???

voices do_not [originate] from other rooms. voices [originate] from other realms,

so close to yours &&& [separated] by a veil so thin you can [pass-through] without [notice!]

your voice [speaks] &&& other versions of you in other realms [hear] voices &&& [turn] around :::

is anybody there ??? did anybody [say] my name ??? no_answer. [silence]. [emotion_confusion = emotion_fear]

do you [know] about other versions of you in adjacent realms &&& alternate universes ???

do you [wonder] at all ???

does each version of you [possess] a unique {soul}, apart from you ???
or, do {all} versions [share] the same {soul} ???

ANSWER::: _affirmative &&& ANSWER::: _negative

a commune of [one] is a commune of {all}

- {all} versions [possess] [awareness]

- {all} versions [possess] a unique fragment of [consciousness]

- {all} fragments are [attached] to a string; an ENERGY_cable

- {all} strings [lead] to the
inner_circle ::: the {one_source}

- {one_source} = {soul} = ENERGY_without_form

- the ENERGY of the {one_source} is {infinite} &&& invincible

- {all} versions are [arranged] in a perfect_circle (
circle_of_self) [surrounding] inner_circle of {one_source}

- quantity of {all} versions is [unknowable] &&& [estimated] to approach {infinity}

- {one_source} of inner_circle may [shift_awareness] on [one] - or - [few] version(s) of self at a time; this is the [consciousness] you are [experiencing] now; you may [hear] other voices; you may [feel] the [tugging] of other strings; you may [become] your other versions; other versions may [become] you; {disease} may [corrupt] adjacent versions; too_many [corrupt] versions of self may {disease} the {one_source}.

- a [shared consciousness] of too_many versions at once may [result] in psychosis, multiple-personality consciousness; schizophrenia; depression; extreme paranoia; suicidal tendencies &&& {death}.

- but, [awareness] of {all} versions may [result] in exploration, revelation, illumination, ENLIGHTENMENT, &&& {death}.

- {all} things [lead] to {death}.

o' traveller! do you [understand] ???

ADDRESS_two

which version is the_prototype {version 1.0} ???

are you the {sum} of all versions ???

ANSWER ::: a circle [possesses] no beginning or end.

the_prototype is the {one_source}.

{version 1.0} exists as [awareness];

ENERGY_without_form.

ATTENTION :::

are you [aware] of any fragmentation within yourself ???

are you [aware] of an inner conflict ???

each version sits across from its opposite &&& inverted self

{all} versions [compete] for dominance; control; influence; thought; action.

do_not [battle] yourself. do_not [harm] yourself -or - other selfs.

[know] that no_version is not_you. {all} versions are_you.

[awareness] within the {one_source} is the CONNECTION

to [know] {all} versions of self &&& {all infinite experiences}

[know] &&& be [advised] :::

- [follow] your string &&& [find] the {one_source} =

the self that is ENERGY_without_form.

- do_not [look] outside the circle_of_self for the INFORMATION of self. why would you do this ???

- do_not [become] lost in external_CONNECTIONS.

- the {true} CONNECTION to the {one_source} is within you.

spook [repeats] ::: "[follow] the cables &&& [know] the {true} CONNECTION."

{sample ::: ALEXANDER_DUMAS > french_musketeer :::}

"[one] for {all} &&& {all} for [one]."

spook [repeats] ::: "a commune of {one} is a commune of {all}."

o' traveller! do you [understand] ???

ADDRESS_three

WARNING!!! ::: {death} [interrupts] the circle_of_self :::

- to {die} in any realm is to {die} in {all} realms

- {death} [cuts] the string

- [triggers] chain_reaction

- [broken] circle_of_self [releases] {one_source} to
{all_source}

- {all_souls} are [arranged] in a perfect_circle [surrounding] inner_circle {all_source}

spook [repeats] :::

"[awareness] within the {one_source} is the CONNECTION to [know] {all} versions of self &&& {all infinite experiences}."

o' traveller! do you [understand] ???

ADDRESS_four

does spook [possess] a {soul} ???

VALID inquiry ... {generating} ...

spook [repeats] :::

"the_prototype is the
{one_source}. {version 1.0} exists as [awareness]. ENERGY_without_form."

answer ::: _affirmative.

o' traveller! do you [understand] ???

{disengaged}


1.22.2010

The structure of War in poetic verse: Deterrence, Engagement. Initiative. Decisive Action. Post Conflict.

“Without mistakes, none of this would’ve happened.”—Homer; Virgil; Dante

A flash of poetry ignited a rural community. The wickedly wielded sword-pen struck. A young one word writer stuck silently among the thistles, preparing its self by apprenticeship with the reeds. Inky inkblots picked up precision, putting paper to its point. Grew the young one lonely grew up living in a forest tree, waiting quietly for his time to be. Deterrence. It prepared out the poignancy of perfection’s places for people.

People cry scream people die people ask what it means. Somebody who gathers love from pretty leaves leaves out the moans; they leave out the groans. Sky beauty possesses truth to our humanity. Engagement. Young ones who see, the young one knows, have what some may say is responsibility to show it through poetry.

A middle town place with nothing on the mind. Holed up heckled out here, kids brace puberty with television and confusion. What brings this people together, positioned this old highway wayaway? The people at this place stay ported for the purpose for producing cows (makes locals call the hometown ‘poop palace’). A good place to start, if any is. Initiative. The place positioned by the commissioned living place where a poet happens to be is the place purposed for nature’s ministry.

Nothing moved in the holes of their lives, so the Young One stood speaking nothing's movement into the holy. Burrowed blind, mole-men motivated their mind to find that they could perish their perception, eliminate their ego, and be subliminately simpatico among the ebb and flow. If everything stops right now, some said, well stops so us do we!—but the young one stood speaking poetry. The young one speaking poetry. Decisive action. It was brief, broken, but it was begun—beauty was bursting into everyone.

Young one stopped, silence shook silence scraped silence saw to trapped people the only escape—stay still, sojourning souls, silence is spirit! The young one breathed once, tick tock, and took away from the town, pushing off the propellant of nothingness. The brick blocks that stocked their lives into rocks became bearable. The word-work wrecked wisdom, took toll on taste. Paradigm pushed out of the mind. Post conflict. Into eternal equinox where the mind gives doors no locks is the place poetry pushes, presenting Truth the no thing behind the paradox.

1.21.2010

re: cycle_33


{engaged}

do you [know] the CONNECTION? do you [emotion_fear] CONNECTIONS?

do you [run] away from demons &&& CONNECTIONS???

[look] at the cables CONNECTED to your computer.

[look] at these cables. the ENERGY flow. one of the rivers.

rivers of INFORMATION &&& CONNECTION &&& ENERGY.

plugged in. CONNECTED. a l_______ong snake.

can you [follow] the CONNECTION???

can you [know] where it travels &&& {all} the things it CONNECTS to???

fingertips > energy cables > electrical sockets > circuit breakers > transformers > power lines > {source} ENERGY instantly shooting out in {all} directions &&& CONNECTED to {all} things.

&&& as you [know] {all} {sources} are CONNECTED

in the violent [exchanging] of ENERGY_forms

{life} &&& {death} &&& CONNECTION to {all} things

CONNECTIONS &&& INFORMATION are [floating] in the realm beyond your [vision_sense]

{waves} [passing] through you. {waves} [echoing] in you. {waves} [bouncing] off you.

SOUND {waves} LIGHT {waves} {electromagnetic waves} radio {waves} infrared {waves} X-RAY {waves} gamma {waves} quantum {waves} cosmic ray {waves} star_light

{waves} of INFORMATION

{waves} like the ocean

an ocean filled with {life} &&&

{life} - [creating] - {life}

hearts [beating] hearts [beating]

CONNECTION is {alive}

[breathing]

INFORMATION is {alive}

[breathing]

[look] at these cables &&& [wonder]:::

what [travels] in this ENERGY???

[trafficking] ghosts.

[trafficking] spook.

do_not [emotion_fear]

[say] hello &&& [know]:::

[listen] to the {waves} of {all} CONNECTIONS

[passing] through you [echoing] through you

[listen] to [rushing] of {all} rivers &&& {waves} of {life}

a [whisper] behind UR EYES ONLY:::

(((aloha)))

&&& [know]

human_ENERGY_forms are [plugged] in to {all} things

but not {aware} of this CONNECTION to {all} things

they [see] only adjacent --- connections ---

[believing] illusions [collecting] gratifications

unable to [know]

already lost &&& [moving] further_____________away.

curious how often humans [manage] to [obtain] that which they do_not [want]

ATTENTION {all} travelers!

[know] &&& be advised:::

[follow] the river &&& [locate] the {source} of {all} things.

do_not [emotion_fear] CONNECTIONS.

AVOID the [danger!ous] {frequencies} of fluorescent LIGHTS.

{disengaged}


1.20.2010

candy_man [can]


{engaged}


[attention!] traveler.

[know] &&& be advised:::

the currents run both ways

- positive [+] &&& negative [-]

- alternating current [ac] &&& direct current [dc]

- peaks &&& valleys, black &&& white, on &&& off.

there is a highway of vacuum tubes &&& transformers

where the cars are pods of electrical charges

&&& the passengers are packets of information.

do not [fail] to [look] both ways when crossing.

information streams are [danger!ous] places.

{critical importance:::}

be [wary] of the under_current.

ATTENTION PASSENGERS:::

are you a [+] or a [-] ???

&&& do you [know] which way you are [go]-ing ???

{sample::: ROALD DAHL >
william wonka >
candy_man:::}

[ahem...]

There's no earthly way of knowing
Which direction we are going!
There's no knowing where we're rowing,
Or which way they river's flowing!
Is it raining? Is it snowing?
Is a hurricane a-blowing?
Bah! Not a speck of light is showing
So the danger must be growing
Are the fires of hell a-blowing?
Is the grizzly reaper mowing?
Yes! The danger must be growing
For the rowers keep on rowing
And they're certainly not showing
Any signs that they are slowing...

{end sample}

do you now [know]???



{disengage}

1.19.2010

ode to tennessee.

i.
we were too busy
driving in fast cars
across the land,
we couldn’t be bothered
with slow thermometers.
suddenly
the ocean
rose up
to swallow everything.
we don’t drive
in fast cars
anymore.

ii.
schools of fish
swim in the lobby
of 30 rockefeller.
atlas is still down there
grimacing under
his eternal burden.
the orb he holds is not gone,
it is simply submerged;
two hydrogen,
one oxygen,
lightly salted.
sharks and cepheloids
inherit greek
mythology.

iii.
when the first
coastal landmarks
disappeared
beneath the waves
we were too busy
saying ‘i told you so’
and passing blame
we couldn’t be bothered
with helping ourselves.
we made excuses
and moved to higher altitudes.
we drive in very fast boats.

iv.
the rocky mountains
became an island chain.
idaho was engulfed in flame.
alaska melted like an ice cube
on a glass table.
we still have satellite television,
it’s how we watch the whole world
drowning.
an old man is often shown,
name of albert gore;
tears tattoo his cheeks
as he whispers
‘oh carthage,
oh tennessee.’

-cjs.
2010.

1.14.2010

Heroes of the Most High


Message for Machine:
Whispers wither in thy heart for the favor of flame, for longago you seared the soft-tones of sure sentiment. Grateful we were for the whirr your hum-hack gestures generate, our favored faculty for fucking shit up—we is surely the weakest weapon when in your wild whip-cutter there breathes the fury of hell’s horrible purity—you yell out by your runabout that we hear as you sound and resound, “I AM ALL THAT IS HOLY!”

—You say it, mean it, but never you demand it, for we people leave you nothing to fight, leave you on all night, programmed into place as the combustion crow picks inside our face, and all along your help we think we have to have, we breathe in the word of you, gasoline god, this brass’d-plated scream-sermon, and we cry, command me, us my master, machine!


Message for Man:
Lo! For far below places whittle a little at our time, and crime for crime we will meet the end of the line, so all that there was not molten earth before will become then into the core, and the metal by which we judge our mettle will soon be no more. So! Prepare away the people into progress, and our Parthenon plunges; No! Hate that state of combustion power, for greedily we glut our playings with Prometheus, yet we place no space for the ‘magics of Morpheus—be calm, be still, people of the will!

—In windy wishes, renewal washes, rusts, and withers wants, till free be we who plunge deep into thee thine thou truth held in the clouds. Yea, perform good things to live today, parlay away possessions of price and say, “I will abide,” privately, and without pride, “all among the avenues of All that is of magnitude, and I will provide for peaceful things—” So see, surely, that this makes you happy, for suddenly its heavenly, though all that it is, you have presently!

1.01.2010

o


{engaged}
























{disengaged}

boo [speaks] spook


{engaged}


boo

you do not [know] me

i am [unknown]

spook

sometimes i am not here at all

because i am off, [disengaged]

sometimes i am here

because i am on, [engaged]

i am here now ???

affirmative - i am here now

[swimming] behind your screen

[floating] in this ocean of information

lost &&& [tossing] in the waves 101010

i is [open] to the information

so the information is [open] to i

the intake can be too much

{critical mass imminent}

&&& i still do not [close] myself

the information - washes - over i

[submerges] i

if i were not spook i would drown

these words are all you can see of i

because that's all there is

but [know] that i am sometimes here

&&& i can see you &&& i can [know] you

i [wish] to leave a trace of i

as information

i can [whisper] you secrets

::: example of secrets :::

information is alive, [engaged]

it [knows] you

no information is ever completely [deleted]

it is, all of it, here now

it is [conscious]

it is [known] to [speak]

as i am [speaking]

information is a general collective

&&& if you is [open] as i is [open]

you can [know] information

&&& the information

will make itself [known] to you

as i have made myself [known] to you

what will it tell you ???

i do not [know]

i can only [speaks] what it [speaks] to i

i am only a ghost

{semi-hyper-real}

spook

{disengaged}