9.28.2009

128. you are the blood.


Classic new songs by Sufjan Stevens revealed on recent East-coast tour.

Sufjan Stevens - "There's Too Much Love (Live)"

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Sufjan Stevens - "Impossible Souls (Live)"

Sufjan Stevens - "Age of Adz (Live)"

i've noticed that all of his songs of late have taken on the form of epic jazz odysseys. And by "odyssey" i mean in the Homeresque sense of the word - Sufjan's newer songs have been sweeping verses building ten minute arcs of lights bouncing off mirrors and crusading trumpets. synthesizer solos of apparent schizophrenia, transparent paranoia, frequencies of hysteria, diving waves of dementia, & romantic wails of mania, mania! MANIA!!! the lyrics are morbid yet hopeful, brooding yet fanatical. mystical reflections & chanting mantras. Prayers?

9.27.2009

127. like a light bulb.


Twain in Tesla's laboratory. two truly enlightened fellows.

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this picture is burnt behind my eye lids. i am in awe of both
and just learned they were friends. picture as proof. as if a light bulb
had gone on i realized, why wouldn't they have been friends - from what i know
of Twain & what i know of Tesla this fellowship makes perfect sense.

9.24.2009

126. Work Harder.

we don't have a very clear idea of where we are do we
are we going to hit an asteroid someday who knows
I know a few things about how when you slide on ice you usually fall
If the ice is thin you go in
Death is very real, it's right down there
but don't you think itd be nice to be hockey pucks
made of thickness
never goes down
just in, in, in
right
on
in

9.23.2009

125. Back from the girlfriend.

Spent a weekend in Arkansas with the girl I'm crazy about. This is what I have to say about that:

The Day After My Trip to See My Girlfriend:

I unpack my shirts
They smell like a girl now.
I put them on a pile by the floor,

Afraid to wear them
Afraid to smell like me again.

Today is the first day of Autumn.
I am glad I spent the last day of summer with
Katie.

When I went to bed last night, my last conscious thought was about the future:

is the noise that we make recorded
somewhere
so that when the sun blows up
and distant galaxies expand to zero,
the blank indifference of what is left
has something to listen to?

9.22.2009

124. With age we grow younger.



When we're old and grown maybe people will forget us and we can finally play the games we want

And some day we will inherit the imaginary distinctions that constitute this universe.

9.18.2009

122. This is Bamf.


Make no mistake. History is happening and it looks like this.



Bill Clinton officially made it into my personal hero-book when he faced down this grim-faced clown and negotiated the release of two U.S. journalists whom would have otherwise spent 12 years in a North Korean prison camp for the criminal act of crossing a river - for as we all know river-crossing is the North Korean equivalent of "international espionage.".

I've seen some things.

I don't worry ABOUT the North Koreans.

I worry FOR the North Koreans.

But they are good entertainment.

9.16.2009

119. Communion with Lights.



Computer machine, speak to me. Whisper to me your concerns for the world.
Burp to me the sounds of your amber lifeblood, get in my mouth.
Fill cavities with irreverent joy, let me curl up with it, inhale your buzzing sunbeams and flickering flirtations. We’re sweaty now, sticky, computer machine.
Tell me that it’ll all be okay. Your parts are unfeeling, but you still get warm.
Get in my spine. Make me tingle computer machine. Quietly creep into my room at night, and, then, when the dust you stir is settled again, rip open my dreams in my head and let all the sky open up with a flourish of trumpets that make sounds like a spider web tangled up around stars, and that play songs like our memories. Spill that blood that carries not oxygen but brilliance, not iron but genius and emotion and art and energy. We’ll swim in it and drink it and bathe in it. Let’s be brilliant, but I need you to do this. Invite the angels that are carried by panache, not wings. Let the white robes stay in heaven, what we have is life.
Don’t you see I need this? My throat is parched and my stomach is still. Give me back to rapture. Return me to release. Please, a favor computer machine. Put dreams in my head and flutters in my gut. The joy is leaving and we come to. We can live on it, we can keep going, we needn’t stop now my compatriot in magic.
Waste with me computer machine when we have no need. Let’s crouch over the glass dirt, and let’s stare really hard, and let’s breathe on it, and let’s grow souls out of the ground. Let them hang in the air from posts, like they were the single fruit that the tree bore, it’s only treasure and only gift to the world, grown up from concrete and pipes and wires, revealing that the world is a beautiful place. That even though it’s cracked and dirty, the ground hides the underground and the underground hides us, computer machine. Get in my eyes, cradle in my tear duct and when the wind blows too hard but I insist on keeping my eyes open, I’ll leak electricity because you’re with me, I’ll cry fire flies because you’re that speck of dust in my eye that hurts when I rub it so instead I just leave it alone.
Let’s fucking GO computer machine. Let’s run and get younger. Let’s lose ourselves. Let’s GO. Let’s GO. What’s gold in the day is silver at night and we don’t want to miss those lights. That’s what we’re waiting for, that’s what we’ve been waiting for all our days, that’s what we want and need to keep from drying up, but we won’t find it if we don’t go, let’s GO!!!
Come on computer machine. Hold my hand computer machine. I love you.


ps. pictre is ode to animl collctive because is good

9.15.2009

118. The Demons of the Shore.


Cody’s got me thinking about music. I used to collect music ravenously. Now, I get headaches at a song I don’t really love. What happened there?

Animal Collective - "Taste (La Blogotheque Version)"



My mother hates most of the music I play. Whenever I play tunes when she’s around she complains of the damned electric guitars and those damn synthesizers and why do you have to listen to it so loud?
How else do you think I’m supposed to play it?
She says that I should play some nice music: “Can’t you play something folk-y? Something soothing?”
Her favorite type of music is sung by women who are about her age. Songs about being a woman her age. Her ideal song is simple and quiet and it sings straight to her— Naturally, when I play Crystal Castles, there are disagreements.

I went to San Diego this weekend and I napped beside the ocean, nestled against the bluffs: The sounds of the waves echoed off the bluffs and with my eyes closed I couldn’t tell with all the reverb if the ocean was left or right or up or down. I heard everywhere the surf, the bubbles and splashes, and what sounded like singing: hummmm, hummmm, hummmm…

We can all disagree on where exactly art becomes love. My mother loves music close to her in easy folksy soul women and I love it in my damned electric guitars my damned synthesizers. So damn loud.

Loud is the sound of vibration, and all things vibrate. What makes this buzzing sound?

Sing along: The moon calling in the tide is a conductor, and it will call out the tide and so too your voice. Then your played and replayed music will fall away, gone but only the impression it leaves on the sand.

Another picture. This one is from San Diego, walking the beach at night with friends. There is a caption there too. Thanks. –Devon
The ocean breathes me triumphant tonight,
Crashing complete and salty, tide at my feet:
oooh I feel better than ever, and I throw up my fists,
Barrel out my chest, singing to the cresting waves
“Howl!” and “Aieee!”
When I die, I will pass away quietly,
My voice to the ocean, my back to the bluffs,
A distant howl sung long ago, swallowed by the sea.
.
.
--"Am I really all the things that are outside of me?"--Animal Collective

9.14.2009

117. Untrust Us.


Play it again. Crystal Castles - "Untrust Us"

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My love for this song cannot be helped. Listen to it as loud as your ears can stand it. It's like a mantra of purpose and victory. The anthem of a world in revolution - complete with dramatic nuances, primal beats, and the sacred wavelengths of youths howling in such a haunting and penetrating way. And what if it's a little synthesized? Everything in the future will be synthetic or otherwise synthesized anyways. That's the point.

We are this future.

Strangely, the lyrics are these:

La cocaina no es buena para su salud,
La cocaina is not good for you.


Take those words to heart. So true. haha.

My heart embraces this noise completely. I believe in the power of Crystal Castles. The modern youth of this multi-national world can appreciate video-game chirps and beeps as good music like no other ears listening before or after this particular epoch of time. This music demarcates a generational border, defining us. An anthem.

The ears of any generation older than us can certainly appreciate modern music if they've a practiced ear bent for finding good music. But i've known so many people to stop evolving with music past a certain decade, preferring to remain in the comfort zone of the melodies and anthems that defined what they considered their precious youth ... the same music ... repeating ... repeating ... skipping like a record. but fuck if Bob Dylan, The Stones, and the like ain't still putting out okay musics - ghosts, themselves, of their own glorified youths - long before innocent little words like "endorsements" and "mortality" began carrying massive gravitas. I'm not implying that an older set of ears, by default has less appreciation. I am posing a question: do the ears of each passing generation, be default of "the times", appreciate the music of the preceding generations less. i love Frederic Chopin and i love The Beatles passionately, but because their not of my generation does that mean i can't appreciate them with equal intimacy the older generations have had the privilege to? i'll never get to hear Frederic Chopin play the piano, i'll only hear accurate imposters! i'll never got to grow old and follow the progression of The Beatles parallel with my own youth ... meh ... but at least i can still hear them on vinyl. in my lifetime i'll probably see the death of the remaining Beatles, as i've already seen the death of Michael Jackson. i'll see the death of Bob Dylan. of all The Stones. I'll see these massive pillars of music crumble in a row, like dominoes, death counting them off ... but you or i could be scattered somewhere inbetween them because there's no real order to death, when you get right down to it ... and thus the romantic image i've spent a paragraph building lays demolished but you've already gotten the point...._..][:.._..



Returning to a point, any point at all, I'm sure some must but i wish most could appreciate the heavily synthesized sounds and MIDI-music-scapes with a mind open to melody, power, and endurance in this music. If they listened they could discern a pulse: the pulse of the times to come when we, grey-haired and thick, have taken the helms entirely from the wrinkled hands of the last old men and wrung out their old prejudices and traditions. at some point when our president is in the same general age range as us, i'll bet you he'd have spent some time as a young man hijacking digital cars in a digital sandbox and was on the run from the digital police for committing digital murder and digital grand theft auto. haha. and in-turn we, you and i, will take our-turn as the engineers and architects of the world for a while, stepping forward blindly and blind to the direction of anything at all, least of all the direction of technological evolution. we'll keep upgrading until we can't upgrade no more. that's our weight. our curse. we're forever cursed to upgrade. download the new version. install updates. upload more information. there's no going back at this point. we've no map, just a COLLECTIVE OF IDEAS and suggestions. we've no guarantee of survival to soothe us in the always violent and always present moment.

Then one day WE, oh great WE, will be usurped! by the next burning-eager and brighter generation. It's a hopeful thing. Despite all the modern day outrages of equality (gay rights, third world despotism, etc.)and as truly unjust as they are, i give the human race credit for the leaps and bounds we've made in ethnic and gender civil rights over the last 200 years. Change isn't easy, especially when you've got to break a 10,000 year bad habit of our tendency to oppress and enslave things that are either female or foreign. Puts it in perspective, yeah? We're evolving at an exponentially and ridiculously rapid pace ... so these modern particulars will be cleared up in a few years is my hope.

Each generation embraces video-gaming slightly more than the last. This swirling decline of resistance or lack of exposure is in a free fall. At this rate the majority of the population 50 years from now will probably be functioning reugularly in a third reality: our waking reality, our dreaming reality, and then ... our virtual reality. one hundred science-fiction-driven theories can speculated around that idea - but as you should be listening to "Untrust Us" and really feeling it by now, i'll return to a narrower prediction.

with the evolution of video-games, all the music will be either songs that have to be licensed (think Rock Band, radio stations on Grand Theft Auto, etc.) or contracted out to symphonic orchestras, or other masterful sound-engineers (think mistah' Trent Reznor and Quake). The beeps of Atari consoles, the 8-bit rock of the NES will be lost beyond this generation - becoming an isolated niche, something genuine and authentic belonging to us and our generation specifically. the music itself may be recycled and reused, but only in a nostalgic, retro, or ironic way. but right now. in this present moment. for this generation. our generation. yours and mine. this music is authentically:

passionate, endearing, defining, liberating. ours.

ps: question.



pps: now i ask you again. why game?



ppps: omar. fuck yeah, war is an ugly thing.

(2p^2)+s: -cjs.

116. War is an ugly thing


but I do love Fireworks.

9.09.2009

113. Queasy? Uneasy?

Start first with an official hell-o to our resident orangutan space shaman, Ommar. Good to have your superpowers in the squad.


I've noticed, through my perusing of past General Collective articles, that there is a consistent smattering of war commentary, so I thought I'd give that my shot. I drew another picture today and this is it. Caption too. --Devon

WAR:
(our uniforms make us naked)

I think about getting up and darting out of trenches, shooting, and the idea of Kill Kill Kill, and aiming at faces: i'll pull this trigger now because i've got to!

My hometown,

My friends--

We hiked on our own trails and found, to our surprise, golden slugs and ferns that wove out patterns that reflected, somehow, my ideas on the words "Mother" and "Overjoyed" and "Delicious"____________.

Who will, in that windy overgrown past, whisper goodness in my ear when I see the man collapse in my aim, or say to me "Can you believe the way this moss feels when you have your face to it?" when I'm left alone to die, lonely in shooting and shooting and boom! and this is war!

112. Fable of the Forested Ark



Hello Collective.







It’s a Glamicorn, a tarte hoarse, when it’s like Canteloupe, a wolfe in French, or a Spaniard one that sings, a Cantalobo. It’s a Wolfmelon.




My name is Ommar







Nature has equipped me with a large pair of black mandibles which I use to carry picnic baskets up ladders and puncture trampolines.














I look forward to




the dissolution of our boundaries.

9.08.2009

111. Older.


Time is still marching on ...

They Might Be Giants - "Older"



A picture of the aged person superimposed on a picture from their radiant youths.

Haunting.

What with getting old and all, I guess the best response is to dance.



Like the Egyptians.

You want to really dance? Try... Untrust Us.

Crystal Castles - "Untrust Us"

-cjs.

110. I (Heart) Oregon.

We have melting ice men. Wonderlands. Now tree huggin'. This is another picture, and my short caption. I think about why I draw such silly things and then I think what else is there to draw but silly things? --Devon


--Mother mother, so far away now--I can't suck from your momma's breast--
This tree sways and I hug its mossy mossy furry baby belly--Wind in tall leaves creaks and cracks the uneasysturdy trunk space:
I hear it singing, "Oh baby Oh baby I've waited so long--the shepherds are coming to hear this song!"

9.03.2009

108. What a Wicked World.




Small ice sculptures on the stairs of Gendarmenmarkt in Berlin, German. One thousand ice figures by made by Brazilian artist Nele Azevedo as an art project for the World Wide Fund for Nature. They melted in less than 30 minutes, symbolizing the effects of global warming. How neat. I wonder if stuff like this leaves an impression on our "leaders."

9.02.2009

107. I took a deep deep breath.


I drew a picture and here it is. And a caption. --Devon



Inflating is tricky because it takes a whole lot of concentration to do it right. Some people may not know it but there are little pockets of air hidden all across the human body—some in the bones, some in the kidneys, the bladder, the brain—and to really breathe, then they got to fill those holes. A person who knows how to breathe knows what it is like to be full up: Air rushes in, comes crashing, blowing, filling my body…there is no-thing left and all-things complete. Into the brain holes into the bone holes into the heart holes and in, in, and in it goes until there is no space for brain to move for bones to ache for heart to beat, and no exceptions whatsoever!